Dreamhost seems to be having a pretty neat sale (only $64 for two whole years) so I talked to my mom. She isn't sure. I told her it would be very creative, but she was worried about safety. Eh? I talk to strangers all the time. I'll just tell her that communications would be minimal, which is severely unlikely, what with affiliation and all the neat contests it might be fun to do. I just don't see the harmer in talking to "strangers".
It's not like everyone on the Internet is a pedophile, secretly fifty, or both! I told her it would be in dad's name (his credit cards), and she asked if I'd talked to him. I haven't, but that's because she's the one who typically masterminds/shoots down things. None of my parents know what a website entails, or how much it costs. I have enough money, and Lea has a huge, huge amount, though she's unwilling to spend it. About Lea- she hasn't really posted here, has she, but I'm fairly sure she's reading this because she asked me about the layout. She's making some original characters, still, like a magical chandler named Chandler and her sister, Redo. She doesn't have a single male original character. I bet her posts would be fairly interesting; she should make an account and I'll let it post to this blog. They would hopefully not ramble as much as mine or act victimized as much as Relith's- so, Relith.
I left some pretty harsh comments on her entries, because I was steamed. More than a little hurt, kind of in "Good riddance" mode. I just don't think it was fair how she acted like we were being horrible to her while we weren't. I wasn't trying to shunt her art aside at all- she always acted like that a couple of months ago. She felt bad, like people put her down. :/ I don't understand her anger- yeah, I gave lots of attention to Lea's art, but anger at that is basically little more than petty jealousy. I understand not being valued, but I always left uplifting, meaningful messages after her little rants, letting her know I did care.
I hate to stir up such conflict on Christmas Eve (ha, yeah right), but hopefully no one will read my comments. Well, they will now that I directed attention towards them. You'll be glad to know that at least I mean every word- I wasn't fabricating mean things to say! Sincere hostility.
Merry Christmas, everyone! Ubu Panoozi is coming along- whether anyone reads this blog or not. I don't care if they do. I get to vent quite a bit. If Lea would contribute, that would be dandy. I wonder what sort of art projects she'll be doing for Ubu Panoozi. I may post later. I do love vacation. For some reason it feels like the end of something.... Like there won't be anything after January First. I don't know why.
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