Saturday, September 27, 2008
Decision
I have officially decided to leave ubu panoozi. i'm sorry Ayame,but i still feel as though my art is disregarded. that,and it's taken almost a year to plan this site,and we haven't even gotten much planning done. it shouldn't take this long to plan a website. a bussiness,maybe,but an anime fansite,no. sorry.
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Everytime we tried to plan, you argued and your art was not disregarded: it was taken into account, and Lea was the main artist. You are very obviously jealous of her, you always have been, and you argued every single time. Recall the fish incident: we wanted a Magikarp/fish layout, but you said you wanted a cat layout with Persian, so we suggested having a Persian looking at a pond of Magikarp. You "didn't like fish", and you protested. You said that Persian had to be the main focus- we tried to incorporate that, too. You're too egocentric and finicky to work with half the time. I wish you would just grow up. We honestly tried, but your jealousy about Lea kept you from going anywhere. We even wanted you to do some art for the fish layout.
Good riddance. We had far too many squabbles because of your controlling ways, and Ubu Panoozi has definitely moved on. You only made two dramatic posts to this blog- one about how you felt degraded (thinly disguised as a post about Coder's Righs- what a joke) and another where you departed, citing being shunted to the side as the reason. You weren't our slave, it was a fun website, but of course you had to be in the limelight. You also said once that I degraded your depression. You sure like to be the victim, like to get attention by feeling degraded? Consider your response to me when I was suicidal and openly told you: ...
If that's not degrading... But no, Relith is not for equal rights- she is above us all. And once you told me that I in fact shut out people when I was depressed. What the hell, Relith? You know I told you that I wanted to kill myself, and many things about why I was sad, and you were extremely callous.
You let yourself get away with some things- rampantly using random Japanese and attacking me when I called the foxes of legend kitsune. You know what? That is their name. Just as selkie is the word for seal in one language, kitsune is the word for fox and when used in English, it refers to the legendary creatures. I know you feel that these things are wrapped up, but they aren't. You can't expect me to limp away from a fight and forget immediately. It's how things are, and honestly, I am disgusted. I don't like being treated like you treat me: charging rent like your book has been maliciously withheld, trying (and failing) to manipulate others...
The list of charges goes on. I feel embarrassed to be with you in public because you're either attempting to cut yourself or biting at your wrist. Nobody does that in public, it's honestly bizarre and more than a little creepy, please keep it to yourself because it makes us all think you are depressed and a bit deluded. And with all those ever-present scratchmarks on your wrist, you must have an extremely bad-tempered cat.
Also, you will respond and fail to acknowledge any of this, be it a brief "no", some justifications (if you acknowledge your faults), or a weak, repetitive argument.
Notice how I always say what I did and what I am sorry for after an argument, and you never do. It's not about who starts things, Relith. It's about who admits what they did wrong and asks for forgiveness. Of course, Relith is above such petty things, mm?
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